-::-Roxy-::-

15 Days, 15 Hours, 15 Minutes, 15, seconds till'

2011-09-22T12:59:00.000-05:00

There are exactly 15 days left until me and Jeremy will say "I do!" It is going to be a big day, at the beginning of October when things will be slightly changing. We are both nervous and a little bit stressed out, but we will be fine

Don't look around you, cuz you might see just mean people...

2011-02-18T15:47:00.000-06:00

Oh I miss being a child so much! I miss being innocent and not knowing how evil people are. There's a quote in romanian that says "Do now look around, because you might see just mean people..." Here I am, I grew up, and just the other day when I was on my way to, my second job (photographer), I had to go and take pictures of a restaurant and their food so they can put it on the net for advertising, I was thinking that (when I was little) I always dreamed, to be a photographer, and I wanted to see myself busy and involved into a lot of constructive and effective jobs. Here I am! Indeed I prayed and prayed and prayed to God about it and asked His permission and His help and God had listened to my prayers and answered all of them, yes all of them! And here I am, at the beginning of my dreams but I'm not dreaming anymore, it's actually happening! And I'm so scared and nervous, and overwhelmed, but excited, passionate and so BLESSED that I can barley realize that is finally happening. I'm at the entrance of this world that is waiting on me but I take step, by step by step...slowly but surely. Yes, Jesus has poured His blessings upon me!
And this world... the grown up world is so competitive, so jealous, so proud, so greedy, so judging, so demanding, envying and intolerant after all so mean that I don't think I could go on without Jesus by my side. I want God with me. I want His secureness, His love and kindness, His patience. I have never ever been blessed before in my whole life the way God is blessing me. And I look at other people that are so blessed and forget to thank the Lord. Forget all about Him. Forget that He is the One who brought them to this point, this successful point!
I also see other people that are so envy and jealous and mad if someone is blessed. But we forget that we need to learn for each other, as people, we need to support each other and help each other....

Dear friend,

2010-12-05T02:54:00.000-06:00

I've been thinking for a while about a good topic for my blog, and I had to deal with these thoughts for a while. There were times when I said to myself that I shouldn't but here is the occasion and the memories again that don't want to leave me alone.
I moved from Romania to America around 4 years ago. And I'm gonna explain how difficult people are, and how much people change. So when I got here in America, my first words were "vreau sa merg inapoi acasa" I wanna go back home. I couldn't really speak a lot of English furthermore I couldn't even understand a lot of English. I prayed and God helped me out, and until today God is always here for me and I will always count on Him no matter what.
But I wanna say this, the first time when I went back to Romania was after almost 2 years of America, and I went back for Christmas. I was broke, I wasn't sure what to bring to my dear ones (friends and family) but I asked my parents for money, and I use to save all the change that they gave me when we use to go shopping and I found a way to get what I thought my friends will like.
Second time when I went back to Romania... it was...I have to admit.. awful... (Long story short) Ohh I missed all my friends so much that I actually was deciding to move back there after I was finishing high school. (Well... now I'm glad I didn't.) This distance makes relationships so...dry and cold that when I went back, I barely recognize my friends. And this time I had my own money and the best presents ever...but...I didn't even got a chance to share all that with there people because they seemed like...they didn't care. Everybody seemed so ignorant. I was trying to surprise my friends and some of them got a little surprised but some of them...and I will never forget this, one of my best friends looked at me with a serious face and said "what the heck r u doing here?" now..you know that face with a smile and that expression and then they get all excited and happy to see you-but nope it wasn't that kind of face expression. It was more of a ....what..?!
I was ok...I mean..you know..I wanted to...surprise...or..make them happy ....oh well...
The third time when I went, I stayed only 2 weeks. I was a mission trip and also visited my town. Oh my oh my, I said to myself, I'm not gonna visit anybody this time, nor talk to anybody. It wasn't a surprise so most of the people that knew me, also knew when I'm getting there. But this time I didn't brought anything with me for anybody but family, and I said to myself that I'm not gonna -surprise!!- anybody. Of course it wasn't good enough! Some "friends" found out only after that I've been there, and why I didn't visit them, others just don't talk to me, and others, which is only one I actually visited, still the same.
In conclusion from all 9327438473874.94938493439 friends I had, there is ONLY 1 left that is honest and nice and awesome! :) Thank you dear friend.
After all I still miss my people and those good innocent times, that I will never deal with again, and I still love all those ...friends..that kinda don't like me anymore but... like I said... People change...

Monday-Bible devotional

2010-09-20T17:32:00.000-05:00

Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity! (Psalm 133:1)

Landon Pigg - Falling In Love At A Coffee Shop

2010-09-06T22:42:00.000-05:00

Remembering the old days

2010-07-27T01:25:00.000-05:00

I'm not depressed or sad nor living in the past, I'm just thinking about all the stuff I've been trough since I moved here. It's a new world indeed and I was afraid and unsecured at the beginning but God has done His work in my life and he shaped and worked in my heart so much until I became what He wanted me to become and to get where he wants me. I put myself in His service. Most of the times God works through people, and my prayer every morning is bagging God to help me be a blessing for people around me. Now basically that means being used. And sometimes I feel like some people...or friends don't need me in their lives anymore, but I remember that this was my prayer to be a blessing for them.
Time is flying and I have a week left and I'm gonna fly to Romania in a mission trip and others with Jeremy. I'm praying that God will leave His protection over us and we will get there all safe.
Now...it's time for me to get some rest.
Good night.

I miss myself...

2010-05-05T02:39:00.003-05:00

I'm gonna be short...
It's been a while since I wrote here..
It's been a hectic day...!!! and I have a lot of assignments that are due tomorrow, and were due a while ago.. annddd.. I'm working on them right now..
It's..2:41 AM and I can't sleep...
I really really miss home...
I forgot who I am...and I went crazy...(not kidding..)
I want home..
I ...don't wanna grow up..
I am really tired...and sad...
I want home...
God is good..

-„Cautati mai întîi Împaratia lui Dumnezeu si neprihanirea Lui, si toate aceste lucruri vi se vor da pe deasupra.” Matei 6: 33-

2010-03-03T22:37:00.000-06:00

În versetul de astazi Domnul Isus ne învata caror lucruri trebuie sa dam prioritate în viata noastra. Acest lucru înseamna ca înainte de a cere un lucru în rugaciunile noastre, trebuie sa fim siguri ca dam prioritate lucrurilor cu adevarat importante, si anume: daca „Cautam mai întîi Împaratia lui Dumnezeu” în absolut toate domeniile vietii noastre.

Asa ca astazi doresc sa va supun unui mic test. Si as vrea ca sa raspundeti la urmatoarele întrebari dînd dovada de toata sinceritate de care puteti. Se poate sa îti para greu sa recunosti si sa fii sincer cu unele întrebari, dar cred ca acest test te va ajuta sa îti reorganizezi prioritatile si sa îti revigorezi viata ta de rugaciune.

Întrebarea numarul 1: Îi încredintezi Domnului gîndurile tale? Chiar înainte de a pune piciorul pe podea dimineata, îi multumesti lui Dumnezeu pentru o alta zi primita în dar, pentru sanatate, pentru familie si pentru prieteni? Un verset cu care ar trebui sa îti începi ziua este cel din Psalmul 118: 24: „Aceasta este ziua, pe care a facut-o Domnul: sa ne bucuram si sa ne înveselim în ea!” Te provoc sa memorezi acest verset azi!

Întrebarea numarul 2: îi oferi Domnului primul loc în viata ta, administrînd cu atentia ceea ce Dumnezeu ti-a încredintat? Acest lucru nu implica doar venitul tau, ci si familia ta si timpul tau. A administra corect ceea ce Dumnezeu ti-a dat implica lauda si închinarea în fata Domnului.

Întrebarea numarul 3: îi dai Domnului prima zi din saptamîna? Dumnezeu a stabilit o zi din saptamîna cînd ar trebui sa îl onorezi, sa îl lauzi alaturi de ceilalti credinciosi. El a conceput lucrul acesta pentru a ne oferi un ragaz în mijlocul acestei vieti zgomotoase. Profiti de aceasta oportunitate?

Întrebarea numarul 4: îi dai Domnului dorintele tale? Te întreb lucrul acesta pentru ca atunci cînd iubesti, servesti si te închini altor lucruri în afara de Domnul Isus Hristos cazi în pacatul idolatriei. Da, chiar asa se întîmpla….

În timp ce raspunzi cu sinceritate la aceste întrebari, ma rog sa Dumnezeu sa te ajute sa observi care îti sînt prioritatile, pentru ca în acest fel sa poti face ordine în viata ta. Si, în timp ce El va face aceasta, tu vei reusi sa descoperi care sunt lucrurile cu adevarat importante, asezându-le într-o ordine corecta.

Dupa ce vei fi rezolvat aceasta problema, cred ca vei începe sa te bucuri de o viata de rugaciune plina de putere!

ÎNAINTE DE A CERE CEVA ÎN RUGACIUNE, TREBUIE SA DECIZI CARE ÎTI SÎNT PRIORITATILE.

sursa: misiune.ro

Boys don't cry...

2010-02-25T00:54:00.004-06:00

So what would you say to me
If you could talk to me
You could ask anything
I wouldn't lie
But you're okay with this
Damaging awkwardness
So I'll just play it safe
And keep it inside
'Cause boys don't cry...

I used to hold your hand
So tight there was no question
But now even when you're near
I've never felt so alone

If you just stand beside me
I'll keep you in my life
Tell me how much you love me
And I'll be just fine
Don't be afraid of me

-Plumb-

... and it's like I find myself in every sad song that comes on the radio...

It's been a long long time since I didn't felt this way, and I am not scared of this feeling, because it always brings me closer to God, the sad part is that I wonder why do I have to go through this, and why do I have to feel this way to get myself closer to God... why can't I do this in the sunny days...?!..

I wait into silence, darkness and fears,
For an answer from You Jesus...
My eyes are crying unstoppable tears
And...I can hear their sound...
But all the beauty is borne in the silence
Of those who can hear the despair beyond the bounds.
The rain begins
And it would be more..
Just like my tears
Touch them, feel my core
They whisper to me
They tell me that the realm I entered is new...
But the fact I don't understand
-And I'm sure you will agree-
Do I need this world and You?
...Or does it need me?

Suflete intemnitate...

2009-10-31T01:37:00.004-05:00

Săptămâna trecuta ajunsesem la lucru un pic mai devreme și cum nu aveam ce face am zis ca o sa mai stau un pic în mașina și o sa citesc un pic din Cuvântul Domnului. Așteptam o zi destul de grea, având în vedere ca lucram cu niște oameni destul dificili, deja ma gândeam si ma așteptam la ce era mai rău, adică m-a duceam cu groaza.... In fine, am deschis biblia la nimereala si mi s-a deschis la Psalmul 142 iar ochii mi-au alunecat pe versetul 7. Scoate-mi sufletul din temniță, ca sa laud Numele Tau! Cei neprihăniți vor veni sa ma înconjoare, când îmi vei face bine." Si m-am gandit atunci, oare cand Domnul imi face bine, fratii si surorile mele, in Domnul, chiar se bucura pentru mine? Sau invers, cand Domnul ii face bine aproapelui meu, oare noi cei neprihaniti chiar ne bucuram de cei ce sunt reintorsi la Domnul? Oare chiar suntem fericiti, si ii inconjuram pe cei proaspat eliberati din temnita lumii acesteia...? s-au, ne bucuram ca au iesit...si atat...am uitat de ei. Au incheiat legamantul, au iesit din temnita, acuma sa isi vada de drumul lor...
Sper ca datorita acestui verset, sa avem mai multa grija cu apropiatii nostrii, sa nu fim gelosi ca primesc mai multe binecuvantari ca noi, sau sa nu cadem in cealalta extrema si sa ii ignoram, sa ii lasam in "treaba lor..."

cine sunt eu...defapt...

2009-10-20T14:40:00.002-05:00

DATE PERSONALE…
NUMELE MEU? Va fi scris intr`o zi pe o piatra. Tatal meu ma va striga si eu ii voi raspunde. Sunt nerabdator sa-mi cunosc numele pe care voi fi chemat.
ANUL NASTERII? Cel mai tanar an. Cand se iubeau parintii. Nascut de doua ori, ultima oara pentru cer!
ORIGINEA MEA? Am fost rob. Acum sunt fiu. Ma trag dintr`o familie numeroasa. Inca nu-mi cunosc toti fratii. Sunt fericit ca-L cunosc pe Fratele mai mare. Tatal meu e stapanul Universului.
PROFESIA? Imi pregatesc un loc in cer, deci lucrez...
UNDE LOCUIESC? Tara mea nu e de aici. Aici sunt doar pentru o vreme. Sunt in drum spre tara mea. Am facut un popas pe Pamant. Stabilit pe strada Intunericului nr. 666. M-am stabilit aici pt. a raspandi lumina, doar o mica raza din ceea ce e in tara mea.
VECINII? Sunt ingerii. Ii aud in fiecare zi cantand .
STUDII? Inva in scoala Tatalui meu. Am multe de invatat, am inceput cu dragostea, apoi cu bucuria, etc, ...
DACA SUNT CASATORIT (STAREA CIVILA)? Sunt logodit, "Iubirea mea" a plecat...
OCUPATIA MEA? Astept! Astept sa vina. A plecat fara sa-mi spuna data nuntii. Acum ma gatesc. Tocmai imi spalam haina in sange...
DACA AM FOST SUPUSA JUDECATII (CAZIER)? Mi-am ucis Eul. Am fost condamnat la viata vesnica. nu peste multa vreme imi voi ispasi pedeapsa.
CE IMI PLACE SA FAC? Imi place sa fac bucurie Tatalui meu. Sa lucrez impreuna cu El. Ma va rasplati... in ascuns, acum zidesc aur, argint si pietre scumpe…
CE DREPTURI AM? Mi-a dat dreptul sa port numele Lui. am dreptul la Cer.!!!!
CE FAC ACUM? Zambesc...sunt fiu de REGE

The truth hurts...but the silence kills..

2009-10-11T02:18:00.001-05:00

De ce ti-e teama?

2009-09-29T22:32:00.005-05:00

În cartea sa : „ Stînd pe promisiuni ori pe premize”, James Moore a povestit o întâmplare deosebita traita de Bennet Cerf, un autor si un publicist respectat. Într-o seara acesta a fost invitat de televiziunea NBC, sa participe în cadrul unei emisiuni intitulata: „Conversatie libera”.

Producatorul acelei emisiuni si-a propus sa aloce cele 30 de minute ale emisiunii pentru a gasi raspuns la întrebarea : „ Care este lucrul de care oamenii se tem cel mai mult astazi?”

În timpul emisiunii, cei invitati la acel talk-show au discutat despre tot felul de factori si fenomene care îi înfricoseaza pe oameni. Dupa mai multe interventii, cei din platou au ajuns la un consens acceptând ca ce ceea ce produce oamenilor cea mai mare teama, este un posibil atac nuclear!

Când moderatorul emisiunii se pregatea sa anunte aceasta concluzie si-a dat seama ca Bennett Cerf, n-a spus nici un cuvânt în toata emisiunea si l-a întrebat, daca este de aceiasi parere cu ceilati invitati.

Când i s-a dat cuvântul, Cerf a început sa vorbesca cu o voce calda, spunând moderatorului: ”n-am intervenit în discutia purtata de ceilalti invitati, pentru ca eu sunt de o alta parere. Pentru mine factorul care ma înfricoseaza cel mai mult este „teama de a nu mai fi iubit „; pentru ca numai dragostea izgoneste frica !”

Dupa aceasta marturisire, Cerf a continuat spunând ca atunci când dragostea înceteaza, toti ceilalti factori, provoaca frica. Dupa interventia lui, emisiunea s-a încheiat cu o chemare la dragoste, subliniindu-se ca numai acolo unde este o dragoste adevarata, nu mai este nici un motiv de teama.
IUBESTE SINCER SI NU VEI MAI AVEA NICI UN MOTIV DE TEAMA !

source http://www.misiune.ro/resurse-crestine/meditatii-crestine/30-septembrie-6.html

Cand pierzi ceea ce iubesti - When you lose what you love..

2009-09-28T00:06:00.002-05:00

Cand pierzi ceea ce iubesti

pierzi ceea ce iubesti treci prin cinci etape:

1)Negare”Nu, nu pot sa cred ceea ce se intampla.

2)Furie:”Doamne, de ce ingadui lucrul acesta?”

3)Negociere-“Te rog, fa sa dispara durerea sau problema”

4)Depresie-Liniste si retragere.

5)Acceptare-“Voia Ta sa se faca,nu a mea.”

Indiferent de pierderea suferita , cand te intorci la Dumnezeu El te va imbratisa,va plange cu tine,te va elibera si te va face mai puternic.Uneori cautam eliberare rapida si ne eliberam inainte de a trece prin cele cinci etape.Si asta pentru ca ne temem de proces.Am fost invatati ca orice manifestare a sentimentelor este o manifestare a slabiciunii,asa ca le ascundem.Dar nu facem decat le ingramadim in cosul de gunoi al emotiilor si apoi sa ne cheltuim toata energia si timpul pentru a ne aseza pe capac,incercand sa impiedicam continutul sa se reverse in afara.”Veti cunoaste adevarul si adevarul va va face liberi!”(Ioan8:32).Cunoasterea si imbratisarea adevarului,inclusiv a aspectelor dureroase te va face liber.Trebuie sa fii dispus sa ierti.Dar pana cand nu reusesti sa te impaci cu enormitatea pierderii tale,inclusiv cu orice nedreptate ce ti s-a facut,nu esti gata sa ierti. Cand te grabesti sa ierti,ierti doar in parte si te simti eliberat doar in parte.Fugi cumva de durere?Incerci sa schimbi durerea cu alt sentiment in mod prematur?Nu aceasta este calea lui Dumnezeu.Domnul Isus a spus:”voi veti plange si va veti tangui…dar intristarea voastra se va preface in bucurie..si nimeni nu va va rapi bucuria voastra”(Ioan16:20-22)

sursa : Brosura "Cuvantul lui Dumnezeu pentru astazi" autor Bob Gass

When you lose what you love you go through five stages: (1) Denial - "No, it can't be happening." (2) Anger - "God, why are You permitting this?" (3) Bargaining - "Please make it go away." (4) Depression - Silence and withdrawal. (5) Acceptance - "Not my will but Yours be done."

Whether it's the loss of a child, a marriage, a job, your health, etc. when you turn to God He'll give you the grace to embrace it, grieve it, express it, release it, and go on to become stronger. Sometimes we seek quick relief by releasing it before we've gone through these stages. That's because we fear the process. We've been taught that any show of emotion is a show of weakness, so we stuff it. But we only stuff it into our emotional rubbish bin, then spend all our time and energy sitting on the lid, trying to keep the contents from spilling out. "You shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free" (Jn 8:32). It's knowing and embracing the truth, including its painful aspects, that sets you free. You must be willing to forgive. But until you come to grips with the enormity of your loss, including any injustice of what was done to you, you are not ready to forgive. When you rush to forgive, you forgive only in part and you're released only in part.

Are you running from pain today? Are you trading it in prematurely for some other feeling? That's not God's way. Jesus said, "You will weep and mourn...but [eventually] your grief will turn to joy...and no one will take [it] away" (Jn 16:20-22 NIV).
(Source-Bob Gass)

Today...

2009-09-26T01:31:00.004-05:00

Today...oh such stressful day, or i should say stressful week... I feel tired, and sleepy, but I don't wanna go to sleep, because I have so many things to do. I mean I don't have to do them..I just want to...
I wanna work on my painting, and play guitar-worship Christ, and read all night... I wish I wouldn't have to get tired, I would probably do a better job at work as well....
Today was friday.. and i was bussing all by my self... we were pretty busy... i freaked out a little bit, but i was trying to do my best... I'm not sure if I made it..
Oh...I'm surrounded by broken hearts, addicted youth and sad souls... oh oh...and i mush not forget about people under stress... Oh how i would like to be able to do something about it. I feel so useless seeing all this around me and not being able to do anything about it....oh people! if you would just know the Truth....!!!!
I'm not sure how to conclude this....but all I can say at this hour...is....stay away from fake people! not sad-but fake!...because they might hurt you when you expect less....

Good Search

2009-09-15T10:26:00.001-05:00

Oamenii...

2009-08-26T01:59:00.001-05:00

Oamenii sunt pur şi simplu caraghioşi:
ei cheltuiesc bani pe care nu-i au, ca să cumpere lucruri care nu le trebuie, pentru a-i impresiona pe alţii pe care nu pot să-i sufere!
Unknown

This is ....home..!?...I don't belong here...

2009-07-20T05:29:00.006-05:00

I've got my memories...
They're always inside of me
But I can't go back
Back to how it was
I believe it now
I've seen too much
But I can't go back
Back to how it was
Created for a place I've never known

This is Home
Now I'm finally where I belong
Where I belong
Yeah, this is home
I've been searching for a place of my own
Now I've found it
Yeah this is home
Yeah, this is home

,

Belief over misery
I've seen the enemy
And I won't go back
Back to how it was
And I've got my heart set on what happens next
I've got my eyes wide and it's not over yet
We are miracles
And we're not alone
And now after all my searching
After all my questions
I'm gonna call it home
I've got a brand new mindset
I can finally see the sunset
I'm gonna call it home

Now I know, Yeah this is home
I've come too far
No, I won't go back
This is home

Switchfoot (This is home)

"Beautiful Letdown"

It was a beautiful let down
When I crashed and burned
When I found myself alone unknown and hurt
It was a beautiful let down
The day I knew
That all the riches this world had to offer me
Would never do

In a world full of bitter pain and bitter doubt
I was trying so hard to fit in, fit in,
Until I found out
I don't belong here
I don't belong here
I will carry a cross and a song where I don't belong
But I don't belong

It was a beautiful let down
When you found me here
Yeah for once in a rare blue moon I see everything clear
I'll be a beautiful let down
That's what I'll forever be
And though it may cost my soul
I'll sing for free
We're still chasin our tails and the rising sun
And our dark water planet's
Still spinning in a race
Where no one wins and no one's one

I don't belong here
I don't belong here
I'm gonna set sight and set sail for the kingdom come
I will carry a cross and a song where I don't belong
But i don't belong
I don't belong here
I don't belong here
Kingdom come
Your kingdom come

Won't you let me down yeah
Let my foolish pride
Forever let me down

Easy living, not much like your name
Easy dying, you look just about the same
Won't you please take me off your list
Easy living please come on and let me down

We are a beautiful let down,
Painfully uncool,
The church of the dropouts
The losers, the sinners, the failures and the fools
Oh what a beautiful let down
Are we salt in the wound
Let us sing one true tune

I don't belong here
I don't belong here
I don't belong here
Feels like I don't belong here
Let me down
Let me down
Feels like I'm let down
Let me down.
Cuz I don't belong here
Please
Won't you let me down?

Pazeste-ti piciorul....!

2009-07-01T07:47:00.005-05:00

Eclesiastul 5

1. Pazeste-ti piciorul, cand intri in Casa lui Dumnezeu, si apropie-te mai bine sa asculti, decat sa aduci jertfa nebunilor; caci ei nu stiu ca fac rau cu aceasta.

The strength of a man...~ Puterea unui barbat

2009-05-05T00:25:00.003-05:00

The strength of a man isn't seen in the width of his shoulders.
It's in the width of his arms that encircle you.

The strength of a man isn't in the deep tone of his voice.
It's in the gentle words he whispers.

The strength of a man isn't how many buddies he has.
It's how good a buddy he is with his kids.

The strength of a man isn't in how respected he is at work.
It's in how respected he is at home.

The strength of a man isn't in how hard he hits.
It's in how tender he touches.

The strength of a man isn't in the hair on his chest.
It's in his heart, that lies within his chest.

The strength of a man isn't how many women he's loved.
It's in being true to one woman.

The strength of a man isn't in the weight he can lift.
It's in the burdens he can carry.

Puterea unui barbat nu sta in umerii sai largi, ci in lungimea bratelor cu care te imbratiseaza.
Puterea unui barbat nu sta in puterea vocii sale, ci in cuvintele blande pe care stie sa le sopteasca.
Puterea unui barbat nu sta in multimea prietenilor, ci in cat de prieten stie sa fie cu copiii lui.
Puterea unui barbat nu sta în cât de mult este respectat la serviciu, ci în cât este de respectat acasa.
Puterea unui barbat nu sta în cât de puternic loveste, ci în cât de blând stie sa atinga.
Puterea unui barbat nu sta în parul de pe piept, ci în Inima… din pieptul sau.
Puterea unui barbat nu sta în numarul de femei care îl iubesc, ci în capacitatea de a fi loial unei singure femei.
Puterea unui barbat nu sta în greutatile pe care le poate ridica, ci în poverile pe care le poate duce.

July 15, 1999
Jacqueline Marie Griffiths
(written for Hunt D. Rochon)

About Mission-Vanuatu Islands

2009-03-04T23:21:00.000-06:00

~I hope God will use each of us in helping those people...~
These people in these images, need a dispensary. They have started a project 4 years ago, but they weren't able to do too much because they don't have enough money. If this dispensary will be build, the villages around Selei Village will have access to a lot of opportunities for people to be more healthy, and have a more accurate style of life. Now You can help too!

Memories...

2009-01-24T00:28:00.000-06:00

Haw should I name the years that pass by?or the moments that just leave an impact a mark on my heart...? Now..just because I feel all this means that I am playing the victim..?
What name should I give to all the lies that I listen to...? Haw should I tell my heart that it was wrong...that nothing was true..
I'm wondering why do people listen and believe a lie rather than the truth..? why is it so easy to accept the wrong and to deny the good...?

2008-12-17T03:33:00.000-06:00

...It's 3:33 am...
I'm keep lying to myself that I'm happy....
I wish...
I don't hope..anymore...cause it might be wrong...
I have the same dream every night...same subject....
I wish I would just wake up...

A few moments that changed someone's life.

2008-10-08T13:50:00.000-05:00

It happened a while ago this year, when all the hurricanes came toward Gulf of Mexico. The storms were strong and nobody thought it’s going to affect Baton Rouge. Some people really got prepared since they have already experienced Katrina Hurricane. But some of them just got together with their friends and tried to have a good time inside till all the outside stress is gone.

It was Sunday morning and my phone was off. I wasn't able to get calls or messages anyway. Even so I was thinking about my friend Danny, if he is still in town or if he wanted to come over. During the storm some of the trees branches cracked and fell around. My dad got on the roof while the storm settled down and his friends got there right on time, all trying to get some of the top branches that were about to drop down, and crash our house.

The next day it was insane. I wasn't sure if I have to go to school, or work, more than that I wasn't sure if I can get on the road. I got out with my dad and we were cleaning the front and the back yard, and then we were trying to find some store that would be open. The whole city was so impatience, people were all coming and going around, and traffic was awful. It seemed like it was the end of the world. If you would wanted to get gas in that days, lines were so long, that you would have to wait hours in traffic, and in the line. We found some gas stations, but that would mean staying in line for hours. We gave up, and we decided to go and visit Danny, to see if he is “still alive”. We couldn’t get to his house because it was away too much traffic so we went back home.

I finally turned on my cell phone, Monday around 5 pm, after the storm ended completely. I got a lot of messages from my friends that I should have received a couple of days ago. They were all worried. Danny was telling me to make sure that I have enough batteries, water and canned foods. He was trying to give me some tips to be safe, because he knew this is a new experience for me and I might freak out a little bit, (since I'm fresh in this country). I got some other messages from him later on. He was telling me that some trees crushed his house and 3 out of the 4 cars got squashed. I was petrified! I really started freaking out and I was hoping that it's not really so bad! He said some of his friends were with him in the house that day, and their cars got destroyed too. Thanks to God they all survived!

After Sept.1st, I wasn't able to hear anything from him. The service was really bad, we had no electricity, and my cell phone battery was running off. I was not even able to go to his house because it was traffic and fallen trees where everywhere on the streets. I finally heard from him, after 3 days. He was telling me, that his mom and step dad came over from Texas with a generator, and were trying to help him pack up and move. They got a U-Haul so he can take all his stuff to him mom's house. After all this, a lot of people from where we work came by his house to help him around. They all brought chainsaws and tried to get trees out of the way. He said he was more than blessed to have so many people helping him.

The day after, I went by with my friend Mike, to see if it’s really that bad. I was curious and worried. Getting there I saw the left side of the house grind and some cars smashed. While I was walking around staring, he was trying to get some gas out if his sister crushed cars. I asked him if we can help out a little bit in some way. We brought some boxes so he can put his stuff in. He told me that during the storm, he and his friends were all outside watching it. When the trees fell on the roof and on the side were they were sitting, they got lucky that the roof stopped in the cars, not on themselves. They ran inside and some other trees were falling in front and back of his house. He said it was a weird experience.

Life is interesting. All that happened to Danny after the storm definitely changed his life. His manager came over to see him, and got shocked, but he still fired Danny for not being able to call the general manager. He was planning on transferring to the other store in Houston. But it was too late. Now he had to look for a new job, and a new house, basically a new life. I met him a year ago, when I was getting rehired at this restaurant and when he got transferred from New Orleans, over here in Baton Rouge. I got to know him pretty well, because I guess we have a lot of things in common. We use to get together and paint since he is a great artist and my major is art, I could learn from him something new. He always use to give me a lot of advices, not just about painting, but about life in general. I really didn’t meet a lot of people like him in my life, very nice, and very rare.

Now, I know he is okay there. Since he doesn't have a job yet, and he still lives with his mother, he can paint all day. I hope one day he will have his own show, and sell his art. The bad news is that right after he moved to Texas, another hurricane came toward us. I told him that these storms are fallowing him.

Our house was really okay and everything is really alright, comparing to my other Romanian friends that was raining in their apartments and also, their cars got crushed while they were in Romania. But this is another story that I will tell you next time. After all, still thinking that you are a blessed person, after you have to start all over, and still look at the good side, and be optimistic it's a really hard challenge.

What am I thinking?!

2008-10-05T21:57:00.000-05:00

Have you ever felt that you just want to run away...hide away from everything and everybody?!...I so wanna run away!! I wish I would not let people in my heart so easy...I wish..this pain...heartache to stooop!..I feel so guilty..I hurt people so easy...and i didn't even realize...what to do!?but..what did i do wrong? Which way am i going?! up or down..!?
My eyes are not even tearing, my heart it stopped, my eyes can't see the way..and I hear just the noise of the silence...the noise of the ignorance, the noise of my own quietness. My heart is so empty!and oh I was so happy, somewhere up in the mountains...
..Now...I need God...and if feels like the clouds are so thick, and He can't hear me..!? I feel so lost...so confused...so needy!!!...Oh Lord..where are you now...!?!?..when i need You the most!...
I feel so numb....

Lies, excuses and broken promises

2008-08-26T12:25:00.000-05:00

"o nadejde amanata imbolnaveste inima, dar o dorinta implinita este un pom de viata".proverbe 13:12

Proverbs13:12 Hope deferred makes the heart sick,
but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life.
I woke up in this morning. It was sunny and friendly windy. Dad called and right after we finish talking the battery of my cell phone turn dead. I don't want to recharge my battery...I wanna see haw it is to live a day without a cell phone...and actually I'm gonna leave it like that all week.
I was wondering in this auroral why people lie to each other or make up excuses just to make other people feel better!? But yet..when you find out the true...it's even worst.... One typical example that came in my mind was a little boy that is asking his dad to go to some place together and his dad is a guy that is always busy but yet he doesn't want to disappoint his son. So our proud father promise his son that next weekend are going out together..and..blablabla...the story ends of course that his dad forgets about his son and concentrates on his business and his appointments and all that stuff...and his son of course loses his hope..and thinks his father is actually a nice guy but he doesn't like to spend time with family...
Well something the same happened to me...Fortunately not with a father...(most of the times my dad really keeps his promises!!!) But..you know..with ...friends...and i think it happened to everyone...
I started feeling disappointed because it just happened to me (again) but this time...it does not really hurts (i guess i really don't expect anything anymore...) its just that it made me realize haw mean people are!!! So much illness, venom...so much acrimony...malignity...so much evil..on this earth.... More that all this...i really really thought that I'm different.. but since i was logged in, in my messenger and i got a message from on of my best friends..(i promised her that i will send her some tennis shoes for her birthday) and guess what...i forgot........plus..i didn't have enough money...i had to pay for my school blabla...-EXCUSES- i have a lot of excuses...but why would i tell her my excuses..would she believe me!?...it doesn't meter if she believes me or not.. its me... I really hate liars and i feel very uncomfortable when somebody is giving me STUPID excuses... better hear the truth that some random excuse... So what i realize is that I'm the same... I guess this is human nature.....it hurts me to see my self..-the one who aims for a change in this things- but i guess this is how people are on this earth... I'm wondering haw does it look this world from up there...!?..
Since time passed so fast..ill go and take something to eat..and than with the money i have...ill go and buy that tennis shoes. I think my friend feels disappointed...and I am honestly sorry...now i know that this "sorry" does NOT worm up..not even a little bit. But look! I'm gonna try to repair my mistake... i know its not the same... Its like when somebody's telling you that they love you...but they never show it to you...they always tell you lovely words but they never show it to you..till one day..you're gone...and they realize that...hey.....umm..i guess she's gone..and i was a jerk..and..umm..yeah..they get over it pretty fast..because they never care...but..umm..this is already another situation that..ill probably write about in the near future..
My conclusion is...TRY to do things when they have to be done..don't do it later or you will regret... and don't make up excuses or lie...or break up your promises...because that's gonna make the situation even worst...-most of the times-.

To early for suffering..?!

2008-08-21T03:35:00.000-05:00

It is 3:35 am..and I can't sleep because this feelings are to strong..this sorrow is to violent.
I wonder why do we get "stabbed" by the ones we love the most..by those who we want to help them and make 'em happy.... why do we get hurt by those people that we care about the most.....it's "okay" when you..get a wound..but what if that happens to often?!....its transforming in a ghastly wound....!!?
I feel all this...i feel like...i'm hated..and nobody wants my help because they are afraid i will take advantage..or i actually want to hurt them....they misunderstand me...
It bothers me to see that...I'm trying...but they IGNORE...me?!..my feelings?...is this too much? am I asking for too much?... Should i became numb to all this...or keep my self for someone who's ready to understand and receive my feelings..
These days I figure out that everyone wants to somebody to listen to them...
Ioan 1:10 El era în lume, şi lumea a fost făcută prin El, dar lumea nu L-a cunoscut.
John 1:¹⁰He was in the world, and the world was made by him, and the world knew him not.

Ioan 16:33 V-am spus aceste lucruri ca să aveţi pace în Mine. În lume veţi avea necazuri; dar îndrăzniţi, Eu am biruit lumea."
John 16:³³these things I have spoken to you, that in me ye may have peace, in the world ye shall have tribulation, but take courage -- I have overcome the world.'

Ioan 17:9 Pentru ei Mă rog. Nu Mă rog pentru lume, ci pentru aceia, pe care Mi i-ai dat Tu; pentru că sunt ai Tăi: -
John 17:⁹`I ask in regard to them; not in regard to the world do I ask, but in regard to those whom Thou hast given to me, because Thine they are,

Ioan 17:11 Eu nu mai sunt în lume, dar ei sunt în lume, şi Eu vin la Tine. Sfinte Tată, păzeşte, în Numele Tău, pe aceia pe care Mi i-ai dat, pentru ca ei să fie una, cum suntem şi noi.
John 17:¹¹and no more am I in the world, and these are in the world, and I come unto Thee. Holy Father, keep them in Thy name, whom Thou hast given to me, that they may be one as we;

Ioan 17:14 Le-am dat Cuvântul Tău; şi lumea i-a urât, pentru că ei nu sunt din lume, după cum Eu nu sunt din lume.
John 17:¹⁴I have given to them Thy word, and the world did hate them, because they are not of the world, as I am not of the world;

Ioan 17:15 Nu Te rog să-i iei din lume, ci să-i păzeşti de cel rău.
John 17:¹⁵ I do not ask that Thou mayest take them out of the world, but that Thou mayest keep them out of the evil.

Ioan 17:16 Ei nu sunt din lume, după cum nici Eu nu sunt din lume.
John 17:¹⁶`Of the world they are not, as I of the world am not;

Ioan 17:18 Cum M-ai trimis Tu pe Mine în lume, aşa i-am trimis şi Eu pe ei în lume.
John 17:¹⁸as Thou didst send me to the world, I also did send them to the world;

Ioan 15:18 Dacă vă urăşte lumea, ştiţi că pe Mine M-a urât înaintea voastră.
John 15:¹⁸if the world doth hate you, ye know that it hath hated me before you;

Ioan 15:19 Dacă aţi fi din lume, lumea ar iubi ce este al ei; dar, pentru că nu sunteţi din lume, şi pentru că Eu v-am ales din mijlocul lumii, de aceea vă urăşte lumea.
John 15:¹⁹if of the world ye were, the world its own would have been loving, and because of the world ye are not -- but I chose out of the world -- because of this the world hateth you.

Ioan 16:20 Adevărat, adevărat vă spun că, voi veţi plânge şi, vă veţi tângui, iar lumea se va bucura; vă veţi întrista, dar întristarea voastră se va preface în bucurie.
John 16:²⁰verily, verily, I say to you, that ye shall weep and lament, and the world will rejoice; and ye shall be sorrowful, but your sorrow joy will become.

I'm feeling like I'm in this world... I feel the pain...i feel..like i so want to help people around me!!!but since yet they are in this world and they don't understand to do good without hurting or getting hurt...they are used like that...so when I'm trying to encourage, to carry even to comfort somebody...all they think about is that i'm trying to hurt them, or to take advantage...to do everything from interest...

I just got hurt...again..and again..and again...

Is this gonna stop me from wanting to be the way i am (or try to be)!?

All these scars...in my heart...-i feel my heart broken into pieces...-and i feel like throw all that pieces away.....but NO...I'm going to ask Christ to come and stick all the pieces back..

Like Red's lyrics says

"I'm here again
A thousand miles away from you
A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am
I tried so hard
Thought I could do this on my own
I've lost so much along the way

Then I'll see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole

I've come undone
But you make sense of who I am
Like puzzle pieces in your eye

Then I'll see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole!

I tried so hard! So hard!
I tried so hard!

Then I'll see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole
So you can make me whole"

Sometimes i wonder...is this world pain all about in this life?!...getting happy...getting hurt..and than again happy and than again hurt..... and i can hear a "you got it!" for those who are in the world and yet they don't know that Christ can wipe their tears away...
John 16:20:

²⁰verily, verily, I say to you, that ye shall weep and lament, and the world will rejoice; and ye shall be sorrowful, but your sorrow joy will become.

So I'm just gonna go back to sleep since suddenly God words just made me more confident.

I love you!my dear God...

Simo

2008-08-04T12:18:00.000-05:00

this picture makes me think about Jazz....

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Maya

2008-08-04T11:09:00.000-05:00

Dragoste apusa...

2008-06-18T23:07:00.000-05:00

O dragoste apusa e ca un vulcan: niciodata nu poti zice ca a trecut pericolul de a izbucni din nou."

2008-06-18T23:03:00.000-05:00

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2008-06-03T23:58:00.000-05:00

When I approach a child, he inspires in me two sentiments; tenderness for what he is, and respect for what he may become. - Louis Pasteur

Timpul trece...

2008-06-03T23:41:00.000-05:00

Ce nume sa dau anilor care trecut ?
Caci vreau sa stie lumea ce a pierdut...
Sa-i spun vis? speranta? sau dor nemarginit?
Sau poate strop de viata pierdut in infinit...?
Sa-i spun tristete? sau lacrima de-alean? -versuri de Dana Simonescu

..........

2008-05-23T01:56:00.000-05:00

Vorbesc despre lumina.

…acum din noapte,
nu pot deslusi bine experianta ei.
Cant despre iubire.

… ma vad nevoit
sa repet anul in fata sfinteniei.

Pasesc prin credinta.
…de multe ori calc
sprijinindu-ma pe nesiguranta.

Ma rog in neputinta.
… uit sa ma rog
cand propria putere imi e deajuns.

….dar acum in noapte
vreau sa vorbesc despre lumina.

….dar acum in repetenta
vreau sa cant despre iubire.

….dar acum in nesuguranta
vreau sa pasesc prin credinta
.
….dar acum in nesilinta
vreau sa ma rog pentru neputinta.

versuri by:
31 mai 2007 goghi

Can you hear your name?

2008-05-18T22:52:00.002-05:00

You know youre Romanian when...

2008-05-18T22:50:00.001-05:00

by Catalina!
You grew up on liver sandwiches.... and thought that was normal.

You make your own noodles.

You had to share a room until you were 21.

Everything you eat is savored in garlic and onions.

You try and reuse gift wrappers, gift boxes, and of course aluminum foil.

You are standing next to the two largest suitcases at the airport.

You arrive one or two hours late to a party - and think its normal.

All your children have nick names, which sound nowhere close to their real names.

You know someone with 20 kids.

You talk for an hour at the front door when leaving someone's house.

You can fit 10 people into a Dacia.

Your parents never throw anything away and if you by some chance manage to get something to make it to the garbage can... it mysteriously appears back where it was again.

You have lace curtains.

You have lace tablecloths.

You have rugs covering every inch of your house.

You have or had rugs on your walls.

Your mom tells you you're too skinny even though your 30 pounds overweight.

You ever heard of 'stomach stew'.

Girls cant have boyfriends when they are 17 but they have to be married at 18.

You have curtains hanging across every doorway.

*Your parents tell you not to care what your friends think but they won't let you do certain things because of what other 'frati' and 'surori' will think.*

You know someone that married his girlfriend of 2 months.

Your mom is a doctor and force feeds you medicine for anything ranging from a headache, stomach ache to a stubbed toe.

Your house is full of Romanian medicine that is probably illegal here.

You and your friends have ever been kicked out of a restaurant or recreational park for being too loud or rowdy.

Your mom recycles plastic cups and paper plates, and sandwich bags by washing them.
You dont know how 2 use a dish washer.

You have a vinyl tablecloth on your kitchen table.

You use grocery bags to hold garbage.

Your dad ever butchered a pig or lamb.

You keep leftover food in your fridge in as many numbers of bowls as possible.

Your kitchen shelf is full of jam jars, varieties of bowls and plastic utensils (Got free with some household items).

Going to the movies is a sin.

Your parents call you farm animals when you get them mad.

Your mom ever chased you with a rolling pin or a broom telling you to stop so that she could hit you.

Your dad ever told you to smack yourself over the mouth for being disrespectful.

You're twenty years old and your parents are trying to send you to Romoville to get you married cause your old.

Getting married at 18 is normal.

Getting married at 16 actually happens.

Your mom washes your clothing at 40.

A new tax being passed by the government is simply a cover up because the end of the world is really coming.

Asking if you can get a discount at a discount store on clearance items is normal and not embarrassing for your parents.

You don't use measuring cups when cooking.

You feel like you've gotten a good deal if you didn't pay tax.

You can only travel if there are 5 persons at least to see you off or receive you whether you are traveling by bus, train or plane.

You only make long distance calls after 11 p.m.

If you don't live at home, when your parents call, they ask if you've eaten, even if it's midnight.

When your parents meet strangers and talk for a few minutes, you discover you're talking to a distant cousin. !!!!

Your parents don't realize phone connections to foreign countries have improved in the last two decades, and still scream at the top of their lungs when making foreign calls.

You have bed sheets on your sofas so as to keep them away from getting dirty.

It's "normal" if your wedding has 600 people.

You dont know half the people at your wedding cuz your parents invited them.

You've seen the ground while inside the lavatory of a train.

You have mastered the art of bargaining in grocery shopping.

You walk out of the grocery store with no less then two packed shopping carts weekly.

You're proud to be Romanian - and you pass these jokes on to all your Romanian friends!

For a silent soul...

2008-05-17T00:03:00.002-05:00

P.S. Waiting for the shadows to prove the sunshine!!!

Singuratatea este incapacitatea de a iubi si de a te darui....

2008-05-01T23:19:00.000-05:00

Oamenii care au suferit o pierdere au un sentiment de parasire si de singuratate fara margine. Nici un cuvant de mangaiere nu poate patrunde intr-o asemenea inima indurerata. Strigam catre Domnul, insa cerul pare de nepatruns. Poate cautam in Biblie anumite promisiuni si chiar le gasim, insa ele par sa nu fie valabile in cazul nostru. Indoiala, frica si singuratatea pun stapanire peste noi, ne intristeaza privirea si ne rapesc toata puterea, nemultumirea ne macina sufletul si ne aseaza comod in ciubul autocompatimirii. In clipele de singuratate si de teama ne plangem de absenta Domnului nostru, in timp ce El se afla chiar in fata noastra. Noi insa, fixati asupra grijilor proprii, suntem orbi si nu putem vedea cat de aproape este El.

Daruind am simtit ca singuratatea e mai putin dureroasa

"Singuratatea e oportunitatea prin care poti dialoga cu Celalalt - Dumnezeu" Cezar Pesclevei

" marile batalii care decid destinul nostru si al generatiilor viitoare nu se dau in locurile publice, ci in ceasurile de singuratate ale noptii si in clipele de agonie"Samuel L. Brengle

Green

2008-05-01T23:14:00.000-05:00

Isus si-ucenicii la drum au pornit
Si de departe-un smochin au zarit.
Vazand frunze verzi se-ndreptara voiosi
Din roadele lui sa manance cu toti.

Dar smochinul n-avea nici o roada in el
Desi doar cu frunze, parea frumusel
Priveu cu uimire cum El se-ntrista
Caci foamea, Isus Domnul, nu si-o stampara.

Asteptam o roada, asteptam un fruct
Ti-am dat si apa Ti-am dat tot ce-ai vrut
Am creat climatul prielnic pt tine
De ce n-ai dat roada astazi pt Mine?

Trecu doar o zi si din nou ucenicii
Vazura smochinul, dar nu si frunzisul
Acum e uscat si pierdut, blestemat..
Caci roada n-a avut ..ca si crestin a pozat
Ai renuntat sa mai fi o lumina in lume
Printre prieteni si oameni, tie rusine cu Mine
De multe ori Mi-ai frant inima de Tata
Dar Te primesc si astazi
Sa-Ti mai dau inca o sansa

Chiar si roada ce-o vreau vine din Mine
Tot ce doresc e sa cresc azi prin tine
Sa- nveti de la Mine sa fi ce sunt Eu
Sa-Mi dai voie sa schimb sa transform ce e greu

La jugul vieti-mpreuna vom trage
Voi fi cu tine si-n ziua ce doare
Vreau doar un lucru sa-ti cer ..nu e mare
Vreau inima ta …azi...ca sai dau o valoare.

E un lucru cel sti …c-am murit pt oricine
Dar vreau sa-ntelegi ca imi pasa de tine …
Pacatul si vina pe cruce-am purtat
Sa poti ca sa simti ca esti eliberat.
Dar eu nu simt nimic, simt doar ca sunt pierdut
Vad dor dorinta ce ma face sa gust
Sunt lanturi de patimi legat sunt cu ele
Am incercat sa le rup dar sunt tari si prea grele

Credinta in Mine, Eu no cer cu forta
Astazi sunt multi care cred, doar cu vorba
Sunt reci si fatarnici au inimi de piatra
Dar Eu cu rabdare,…..le dau inc-o sansa

Astept cu iubire si brate deschise
Un fiu ratacit care-si vine in fire
Si caut oita pierduta in munti
Nu pot sa nu-i caut pe cei ce-s pierduti.

Sunt apa ce satura inimi setoase
Sunt viata ce –nvie tot ce e-n moarte
Eu sunt transformarea si nasterea noua
Si pot da din plin ce va lipseste voua.
Unde sa mergi sa gasesti fericirea ??
In ce poti sa crezi ca sa vezi implinirea??
Cine te poate iubi ca si Mine ??
Caci Eu am dat tot ce-am mai bun pt tine.

Poti sa alergi cat ai vrea-n asta lume
Poti sa traiesti si sa faci lucruri bune
Poti rautatea s-alegi ca virtute
Dar vine o zi si ea vine iute
Cand Eu nu mai vin pt mantuire
Ci vin ca sa judec atunci pe oricine
A nesocotit pretul jertfei divine.

Trecand cu vederea cercetarea divina
Multi au hulit Duhul, ce putea lua vina
Si-atunci s-au vandut pe deplin rautatii
Renuntand sa mai mearga pe calea dreptatii.

Tu ce vrei sa faci, astazi cu a ta viata ?
Pe ce vrei s-o vinzi sa o vezi valoroasa?
Care placeri fac s-atingi vesnicia ?
Prin ce vrei tu azi sa descoperi iubirea?

Prin lume umbland, vezi ca viata e rece
Ca moartea si raul prin vale te trece
Simti cum puterea si vlaga te lasa
Si spui: la cine sa strig ca nimanui nu-i pasa!!

Alegi sa traiesti condus doar de valuri
Si vantul si clipa –ti distruge catargul
Marea te-nghite privesti.. Nu vezi farul
Dar mana Mea-n tinsa-ti ofra tot harul.

Ma cauti in locuri in care nu sunt
Si-astepti ajutorul in lucrul pagan
Te rogi samplinesc vise care sunt rele
Si care nu te duc pe urmele Mele.

In gradina, in noapte am plans pt tine
Si-am sorbit paharul vinei pt oricine
Atunci M-am facut pacat pt lume
Si cuiul strapunse si carnea din tine

Sangele curs e sa-ti dea fericirea
Pe care o cauti si astazi cu firea
Dar ea se gaseste in duhul cel nou
In mintea-noita….si-n harul cadou

Te vreau langa Mine, caci cerul te plange
Lumina-i in tine, dar tu cauti umbre
Mantind ca o mama sa-Ti dau ocrotirea
Tu fugi unde curge desfraul si firea

Duhul cel Sfant vreau sa-l torn peste tine
Iubire, vreau azi sa gasesti in jertfire
Vreau inchinarea sa-ti fie curata
Sa-nalti rugaciunea din inima toata.
Ce crezi ca mi-ai spune ca Eu sa nu stiu ?
Si… ude vei merge ca Eu sa nu fiu?
Sau spune-mi povoara ce no poti purta
Caci in jug, impreuna cu tine voi sta………

De-ar fi, vina ta, cum e noaptea tarzie
Lumina voi face acum pe vecie
Spalavoi Eu totul, curat voi lasa
Chiar si adancul ce nu-l poti vedea…

Astept doar raspunsul din inima ta
Caci vorba si astazi imi spune.. Da
Desi mai mintit Eu inca astept…
In iadul ce vine nu vreau sa Te pierd

Mai bat si mai bat la usa din tine
Stiu ca e deschisa acum pt oricine
Dar Eu nu vin acum ca sa-aduc implinirea
Ce-o cauta pofta, Eu aduc inoirea

Decide-te astazi ce pom vrei sa fi
Cu frunze frumoase sarat-i ca esti viu
Cu crengile goale, fara radacini
Caci nu mai e mult si sunt gata sa vin.

De vrei sa-ti hranesti, viata din Mine
Si vrei ca sa bei, din apa cea vie
In veci a ta roada nu va inceta
Si-n seceta verii tu verde vei sta

Radacina infinge-ti in raul ceresc
Sa nu bei otrava din lucruri ce trec
Zideste-ti viata din cuvantul sfant
Acol vei afla ca Eu sunt cel ce sunt

Eu nu ma schimb, si ce spun va ramane
Eternu-n soteste cuvantul din Mine
Vreau ca sa vezi ca nu-s teorie
Prin practica ta ..Eu traiesc azi in tine

Incearca-ma azi si vezi adevarul
Da-mi voie acum ca sa-ti schimb viitorul
Am totul in maini si Te am si pe tine
Dar, astept de la tine, un pas inspre Mine

E greu sa lasi haina de patimi murdara
E greu sa rupi lantul si viata amara
Esti prins de cel rau in a lui viclenie
Crezand ca-n pacat vei gasi fericire

Te-ai vandut pas cu pas dand in schimb viata ta
Iar Eu ca sa traiesti am dat-o pe-a Mea
Azi vin, rup lantul, robia , patima grea
Doar da-Mi voie sa intru in inima ta.

Doamne,.. inteleg azi chemarea-Ti divina
Inima mea vreau sa iti apartina
Sunt gata , spun da, din inima toata
Stiu c-am mai spus-o dar, n-am alta sansa

Nu te-am iubit, si-am fugit in placere
Am crezut ca acolo, voi gasi o avere
Imi spuneam: ,,voi gasi ce inima-mi cauta,,!
Dar mam inselat, acum , am haina patata

Am mintit, am furat, si pe toti iam urat
Iubeam doar pe-aceia ce faceau ce am vrut
Mam rugat si-am cantat cu gandul la lume
Predica si studiul…. N-au fost pt mine

Am inselat pe multi aratand ca-s crestin
Dar nici n-am gustat lumina din plin
Nu am vazut cat de bine-i cu Tine
Amagit, mam pierdut cautand fericire.

Vreau sa cred azi in Tine, ca poti sa ma schimbi
Ajuta te rog necredintei din min’
Tu vezi ca nu pot ca sa alerg inspre cer
Ma lupt, gandu-mi fuge…si drumul e greu

Nu vreau sa promit, c-am promis si-am cazut
Ci vreau Duhul Tau sa ma umple acum
Doresc curatie, gandire frumoasa
Si vreau voia Ta sa-mplinesc-a mea viata

Nu ma lasa sa traiesc fara Tine
In familia mea vreau sa arat iubire
Iertare imi cer, pocainta mie viata
Acum recunosc, fericire nu-i alta

Ma predau pe deplin, iti dau viata murdara
Isus te-am gasit, esti a mea comoara
Vindeca-mi trupul, vindeca-mi viata…
Cu lacrimi in ochi spun, nu-i cale alta

Fiul meu ....

Eu sunt aici sa Te iert, si sa-Ti spun
Ca boala ta astazi nu-ti mai sta in drum
Te vindec, Te curat, sfintenie i-Ti dau
Povara, pacatul, la cruce le iau

Odihneste-ti viata in bratele Mele
Tu esti raspunsul lacrimilor grele
Ce-au curs in gradina in noaptea tarzie
Au fost lacrimi de sange …...
Au fost pt tine.....

Acum,,....
Dac-arati ca esti bine si traiesti in ascuns
Daca viata frumoasa no vezi mai profund
Daca nu ai roada din Duhul cel Sfant
Astazi ai sansa unui nou inceput….
Cu Isus

Astazi Isus ne da harul divin
Pamantul in care sa crestem din plin
Ne uda viata cu Duhul Sau Sfant
Si roada s-aducem, cat timp stam
Aici pe pamant.
versuri by Goghi 2007

~Lorra~

2008-05-01T23:10:00.000-05:00

Nature...

2008-05-01T23:02:00.000-05:00

...Foxy!?

2008-05-01T22:58:00.000-05:00

Me last year...

2008-04-30T10:49:00.000-05:00

2008-04-30T10:40:00.000-05:00

2008-04-23T10:12:00.000-05:00

Me, Radu & Ms Freeman ^_^

2008-04-23T07:58:00.000-05:00

2008-04-23T07:56:00.000-05:00

Subway!

2008-04-23T07:53:00.000-05:00

fizica

2008-04-09T13:40:00.001-05:00

http://www.glenbrook.k12.il.us/gbssci/phys/Class/circles/U6L1a.html

2008-03-13T21:31:00.001-05:00

self-portrait

2008-03-04T09:13:00.000-06:00

earnest

inquiring

grimace

Questions and Answers

2008-01-26T18:55:00.000-06:00

Melancolie: plăcerea tristeţii.

Simpatie: durerea ta în inima mea.

2007-11-29T10:49:00.001-06:00

2007-11-12T11:04:00.000-06:00

ME

2007-11-10T17:54:00.001-06:00

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting, "I am saved"
I'm whispering, "I was lost"
That is why I chose this way.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
And need someone to be my guide.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
And pray for strength to carry on.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
And cannot ever pay the debt.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are all too visible,
But God believes I'm worth it.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain
I have my share of heartaches
Which is why I speak His name.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I do not wish to judge.
I have no authority.
I only know I'm loved.

-Unknown

hummmm...

2007-10-30T11:01:00.000-05:00

When I hear music, I fear no danger. I am invulnerable. I am related to the earliest times, and to the latest. - H. D. Thoreau

2007-09-27T14:10:00.001-05:00

Stars,
Watch over my dreams
And give me the smile
I won't see anymore;
And give me the warmth
I won't feel anymore.

2007-09-27T14:09:00.001-05:00

Life,
Until the day goes by
And tears
Like stars
In eternity
Lose their meaning.

2007-09-27T14:02:00.000-05:00

Tears,
Wrap me in a veil
And save me from pain
That is too much for me;
And save me from feelings
That I can't control.

2007-09-27T14:01:00.001-05:00

my greatest weakness is that I care too much

2007-09-27T13:56:00.000-05:00

Break of dawn,
Enchant me with your colors
And let me see
The silver strip at the horizon;
And let me see a world
Without you in it.

Me

2007-09-27T13:55:00.001-05:00

Lorra

2007-09-27T13:47:00.000-05:00

One of my bests friends!
Shes from France!!!

2007-09-13T18:35:00.001-05:00

Eternity,
Put your arms around me
And let me remember
Things I might forget tomorrow;
And let me hold
Things I might lose tomorrow.

zboara!

2007-09-13T15:27:00.001-05:00

"Pacatele sunt zale ale lantului ce ne opresc din zbor"

...Eu...

2007-09-09T21:57:00.000-05:00

In lumina..sau..in apa

2007-08-26T22:34:00.001-05:00

Jason

2007-08-26T22:27:00.000-05:00

Cine nu cade nu se poate înălţa....

2007-08-20T21:08:00.000-05:00

Decât să trăiesc automulţumirea muştii, că are din ce-şi desfăta gusturile chiar dacă oamenii nu vor mai arunca şi mâine gunoaie, mai bine să trăiesc neliniştea albinei că poate, se va mai deschide şi mâine cdorola florii din care a luat astăzi nectar.

Iubirea e o floare foarte plăcută, dar trebuie să ai curajul să te duci s-o culegi de pe marginile unei prăpăstii înfricoşătoare.

Ce sunt eu..?!

2007-08-19T13:48:00.001-05:00

....sa privesti Tu la mine?

o zis varumeo sa pun titluu' aici!

2007-07-10T18:43:00.000-05:00

Lacrima e tot atât de limpede şi curată, fie că o produce bucuria, fie că o produce suferinţa.

Asta e poza modificata de Flav Mogo

2007-07-10T18:29:00.001-05:00

Natura picteaza zi de zi tablouri de o infinita frumusete, daca am avea ochi sa le vedem.

Pope

2007-07-10T00:47:00.001-05:00

Să îndrăzneşti –acesta este preţul progresului.

2007-07-10T00:39:00.000-05:00

Poţi închide ochii, dar nu poţi stinge soarele.

...Child praying

2007-07-09T20:54:00.000-05:00

When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us.
Alexander Graham Bell

...Varietatea, farmecul si frumusetea vietii se compun din lumini si umbre... Nu te inspaimanta daca esti in umbra, inseamna ca in apropiere e o sursa de lumina...

2007-07-09T20:42:00.001-05:00

Spiritul devine mai înalt numai după ce a trecut prin poarta smereniei.

2007-07-09T18:29:00.001-05:00

"Jannine"

2007-07-09T18:26:00.001-05:00

Fii cu curaj ! Şterge-ţi ochii. Adesea căderea e un mijloc de a te ridica mai sus.

OPEN YOURE EYES

Me, playing guitar..

2007-07-08T13:05:00.001-05:00

O bucatica din mine...